Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Trying to figure things out..

Ever go through a phase in life trying to figure things out? That's me right now. I'm seriously looking at what needs to change for the better. I got out of Weight Watchers last week after hearing about two members that started in January lost 30 pounds...I want that. I need to figure out why it's not there for me yet. What's my hang up? It seems like I'm always stuck between the committed and relapse phase. It's not that I relapse when it comes to exercise but not writing down what I eat is a major issue. I need to do that better. It's like I have a strong couple of days then bam, I get busy and fail to log things. I know what I am doing and I need to keep my goal in perspective, even when it feels so far away.

The other phase is people in my life. I just don't get people anymore. Maybe I never got them. Why are people so strange, not up front, or just simply not truthful? I have no place in my life for gossipers, liars, etc. Are there any good friends out there anymore? I'm so not blessed in this area. I'm okay with that but it truly sucks when a friend screws you over. Humm, that sucks. Do I have a bad friend magnet or what?


anji said...

Yes, the good friends live in Ontario, Canada ;P

Did you quit WW? Or, you are just in contemplation?

My friend Julia gave me a diet that she followed last year (and still does)... if you're interested, let me know. She lost a lot of weight on it, it's realistic, and it'll get the job done. Hopefully she won't mind me giving it to you but her dietitian gave it to her.

I'm starting it so I will let you know... I need to lose about 50 pounds by end of summer so I'm praying it works!

mel said...

First I hate to hear things aren't going well for you right now. There are true friends out there. I know how you feel and I have been there before. I completely agree with you on wanting people to be up front and honest.

Hang in there with the weight loss!! It will happen. I have been getting discouraged too. Last time on weight watchers I lost so much faster than I am now. I also know that it is my fault for not being as dedicated. You just have to take it one day at a time. Just don't think about the BIG goal and focus on what you have already accomplished.
Your doing great!

Anonymous said...

Thought it was just me. I don't think you can trust other women, sisters, or mothers this week. I'm looking for a really gay guy friend. I think it will work.